Bin total durch den Wind. Hatte fürchterliche Alpträume. Die Sache gestern hat mich ziemlich retraumatisiert. %:|


    Ich muss ruhig bleiben... Ruhig... Ganz ruhig.


    Vielleicht rufe ich nachher beim Frauennotruf an und lasse mir nen Notfalltermin geben. Bei irgendwem, meine Beraterin ist ja im Urlaub.

    Do you ever feel like breaking down?


    Do you ever feel out of place?


    Like somehow you just don't belong


    And no one understands you


    Do you ever wanna run away?


    Do you lock yourself in your room?


    With the radio on turned up so loud


    That no one hears you screaming


    No you don't know what it's like


    When nothing feels alright


    You don't know what it's like to be like me


    To be hurt


    To feel lost


    To be left out in the dark


    To be kicked


    When you're down


    To feel like you've been pushed around


    To be on the edge of breaking down


    And no one's there to save you


    No you don't know what it's like


    Welcome to my life


    Do you wanna be somebody else?


    Are you sick of feeling so left out?


    Are you desperate to find something more


    Before your life is over


    Are you stuck inside a world you hate?


    Are you sick of everyone around?


    With their big fake smiles and stupid lies


    While deep inside you're bleeding


    No you don't know what it's like


    When nothing feels alright


    You don't know what it's like to be like me


    To be hurt


    To feel lost


    To be left out in the dark


    To be kicked


    When you're down


    To feel like you've been pushed around


    To be on the edge of breaking down


    And no one's there to save you


    No you don't know what it's like


    Welcome to my life


    No one ever lied straight to your face


    And no one ever stabbed you in the back


    You might think I'm happy


    But I'm not gonna be ok


    Everybody always gave you what you wanted


    You never had to work it was always there


    You don't know what it's like


    What it's like


    To be hurt


    To feel lost


    To be left out in the dark


    To be kicked


    When you're down


    To feel like you've been pushed around


    To be on the edge of breaking down


    And no one's there to save you


    No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)


    To be hurt


    To feel lost


    To be left out in the dark


    To be kicked


    When you're down


    To feel like you've been pushed around


    To be on the edge of breaking down


    And no one's there to save you


    No you don't know what it's like


    Welcome to my life


    Welcome to my life


    Welcome to my life


    (Simple Plan)


    Selten ein Lied gehört das so viel Wahrheit beinhaltet... %:|

    Drück dir die Daumen für das Gespräch jetzt :)


    Du hast mich übrigens mit dem Sontext von Simple Plan inspiriert. Sitze jetzt schon seit ner Stunde am Klavier und mach mein eigenes Cover dazu, weil ich es nicht aus dem Kopf bekomme %:|

    Ja ihr Lieben, es hat mir sehr gut getan @:)


    Noch dazu war ich shoppen (eine Hose) und hab tolle Schuhe von Asics entdeckt, die ich mir morgen oder so auch holen werden. Kostenpunkt allerdings 130€.


    Wow du kannst Klavier spielen Alice? :)^ :)*